
When it comes to You – Papa, I’m lost for words with all to say.. You are mercy, beauty and majesty personified to me. I haven’t seen another like you, and I know I never will.
In you I experience things that none other can provide. You are peace to my mind. You are rest to my soul. You are assurance to my heart. You are the promise of Jesus in my life.
If there is one word that I could use to describe you, it would be –
Home.
You know me intimately and deeply. I don’t see harshness in you – only mercy, compassion, grace, tender understanding and a knowing that goes beyond words; reaches into eternity..
The most high King is who you are, Papa; yet you sit by my side to give me companionship & friendship like no other. As you connect, I realise time and time and time again that it is YOU who has created me, whose very hands have formed me, whose very breath is in my lungs and whose DNA runs through my veins.
In you, I learn of who I am.
You hold me so close that time and space collapse in your embrace.. I giggle like a little kid in your presence, while at other times you make me tremble with awe, for you are holy..
My childlike awe, wonder & innocence restored in the light of your face – I worship the one who taught me that it’s glory that defines me.

You read between the lines and you answer me, even when my thoughts are still rambling inside my head , and my words are still forming in my mouth.. you interrupt with a grace that remains unparalleled, and a knowing that tells me you find me when I’m lost..
You treat us with a dignity we know we don’t deserve, yet internally desire, for your design of us is – holy.
I can read the Bible and it tells me over and over that you are faithful – I read it, I meditate on it, I decree it, I declare it; but when I look into your eyes, I read the word that has been embedded into my spirit and suddenly, the need to turn pages is over.
For I have found the One that is my genesis and the One in whom my being called culminates…
You’ve been watching over me all my life, whether I realized it or not; but the moments that I do are sacred – etched in gold, eternal gold.
Freedom is my design – that is the essence of what I have been taught of you. You take me back to my roots and you reintroduce me to myself each time I forget.
You remind me that I was made for flip-flops, not heels; shorts, not skirts, cartwheels, not the Cambridge Cross.
You told me I carry fire, I carry revival, I carry Jesus – I carry life!
And I take that life everywhere I go – Matthew 5:16 comes to mind, Papa as I say this, and I pray that you would enflesh that truth till legacy meets Maker – face to face..

You just have to look at me and you win my yes..
In you, I quietly trust. To you , I fully surrender.
Walking with you has revealed that the pain this life hands me over is nothing as compared to the magnitude of your love – Your love is great!
It finds me, it pursues me, it defines me, it grounds me, it anchors me and gives me permission to fly at the same time. Thou art a mystery none can unravel, none can fathom. But just receiving a few glimpses Papa, every now and then, are like glimmers of gold for you alone, are Shekinah glory ✨️
When things made no sense, you assured me that you knew what you were doing and as I simply trusted in you, the journey unraveled and looking back in hindsight, I can see that you wasted nothing.
I don’t need to see the dots connect, when you have translated my pain into purpose.
“Look to me, just look to me,” I still remember you saying. And as I did, you came through.
Every single time.
Knowing you is a journey, a journey of vulnerability that tests and tries my fears, anxieties, insecurities; and yet , I’m willing to gladly pay the price when I have your sight in my sights..
With you around, it’s easy to remain uncompromised. It’s easy to have faith, it’s easy to believe. It’s as effortless as breathing for you are heaven itself to me.
“Keep to my flow,” I’ve heard you speak as you have guided me through the twists and turns that life threw my way. And each time I yielded, I found a little bit more of myself. That’s why I call you,
“Father.”
When you come, You fill the whole room, making it glow with a heavenly radiance that reminds me I’m home..
No pressure, no pretense, no performance.
All you want is all I am. So I give you my heart for you are where my treasure is kept.
Each encounter I have with you is timeless – making history with you has become my favorite thing to do!
The gift of Your presence is life buoyancy – In you, I come alive!
You enable me to laugh out loud and then bring me to a holy hush in a thread of communion that I know will go on forever, for now that you’ve claimed me, I am forever yours – you are my Jaan, my Life.
You are my Papa Jaan.
When I look into your face, I know it’s not by works, but by grace. I realise I don’t deserve it and I couldn’t earn it, yet I never feel unworthy for your presence is Love itself.
I’m responding Papa, I’m learning to.. As I behold your face, that’s exactly who I’m becoming – a response of love to Love.
As a blogger, I often say, “as I wind down to a gentle close,” but with you, I can never say that, for that is untrue.
This relationship is eternal, it is everlasting. It will go on forever and ever and even as I speak to you, and even as I write I say again – I’m lost for words with all to say.. so all I’ll say is –
Thank you!
You are my Papa Jaan.
The backbone of my life,
The pillar of my strength,
The recurring theme of my song,
And the reason I can still move on..
To say the least –
I ❤️ You.

Prayer for my friend:
Jesus,
You are Savior, King, Lord — and a Friend who sticks closer than a brother [Proverbs 18:24].
In your word, you reveal that none can come to the Father apart from you. But we thank you, we are not apart from you. We are a part of you.
You also say Lord, that no one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and those to whom the Son chooses to reveal him (Matthew 11:27)
We long to receive the Father’s love, His care, His touch. Only You can bring the supreme gift of the Father’s manifest presence into our lives, and today, we are asking you to..
For Papa’s golden presence is the best gift You have ever given me — and I pray You would lavish that same goodness upon each soul, each heart that is opening before you now.
We love You. We trust You. We thank You for what You will do in response to this prayer.
With much anticipation,
In Your mighty Name, we pray,
Amen 👑
Friend,
🎶 I can’t leave you without the sound of music! It’s so vital to our journey I feel. So here I am attaching a beautiful song to tether your heart to that of your Father..
Like I said,
It’s a response of love to Love.
❤️
https://youtu.be/3keDinaolZI?si=Go0JpqSGN-_6v5Ca
In early 2019, I remember having penned down a prophetic letter from the heart of the Father to his beloved children.. I would love for you to have a peek into this:
https://soulandsubstance27.home.blog/2019/04/18/from-the-fathers-heart/
What did He say?!
Can you feel your heart beating?
Welcome Home 🤗










































